Sunday, November 18, 2012

3 weeks later

My Bell's Palsy has finally slowly started to disappear after 3 weeks. I can't even imagine having it for 6 months or so like a lot of people have it. I am now so grateful that half of my face is no longer paralyzed.

I am thankful...
~that I can shower without having soap/shampoo go into my eye because my eye wouldn't shut.
~for my full smile instead of just one side.
~my face no longer feels like I have been punched on the left side of my face. It was so tender and felt bruised all day long.
~to be able to close my eye and not have to wear tape to close my eye shut each night when I went to bed.
~to talk normal. I couldn't say certain letters because half of my mouth didn't move.
~that I am no longer drooling while I eat or drink.
~to not feel self conscious when I laughed or smiled.

***Warning, not a very cute picture of me*** I'm sure you can tell what side of my face is paralyzed. But here's a picture of me smiling with Bell's Palsy so you know what it looks like...
 
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And now it's slowly coming back to where both sides of my face somewhat match!
 
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I couldn't imagine having it longer than I did. It was hard going out in public because I didn't feel comfortable smiling, so when I went out in public I felt ornery because I didn't smile. I must say I was in a darker place with the Bell's Palsy, I felt like giving up. But thankfully I don't have to feel that way any longer and hopefully I won't have to feel that way ever again!



3 comments:

The Jacobsen's said...

Melissa, you truly are beautiful. I am glad to hear you are feeling better and your girls are darling. I hope you are doing well, I miss you!

Derk and Ashley said...

That is great news! So happy to hear that and what wonderful things to be thankful for. YOu always look so beautiful and love how long your hair is getting!

The Green Family said...

I'm so glad it's leaving you alone!

I want you to know that your smile and laugh are way too beautiful to try and hide them! Even with Bells Palsey.

I miss our fun times we had in training...looks like I'm not the only one.

AND I'm a little irritated that Lindsay has NEVER posted a comment on MY blog! RUDE. Just sayin. Ü

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